Endlessly. <3

2010-03-14T00:36:00.002+08:00

...once again, gonna reach a junction soon.

P4 - Advanced Financial Management
P5 - Advanced Performance Management
P6 - Advanced Taxation
P7 - Advanced Audit & Assurance

Choosing 2 out of 4.
P4 & P5: probably i am looking at being self-employed, business analyst, management accountant, which will lead to CFA.

P6 & P7: probably working in audit firm, tax officer, certified auditor which will lead to Masters of Taxation.

Lord, it's either 1 of these 2 routes You are leading me to, lead, reveal, nurture me in a way You want me to be. I will listen and obey.

2009-12-14T19:29:00.000+08:00

exams over loh!

an opportunity cost is attached to every choices you've made,

whether is it in relevance or not, painful or not painful,

cheap or expensive, decide properly.

Thank You Lord for the peace You've input in me,

Thank You Lord for answering my little prayers.

will You bless all the people stood by with me during the tough times!

2009-10-28T23:52:00.003+08:00

OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT:

self quarantine from

23rd Oct till 12nd Dec

roadblocks up.

gears up.

midnight oil barrels up.

instant noodles up.

no disturbance allowed.

2009-10-09T12:14:00.002+08:00

09 Oct 09,

a day to be happy,

but reasons are not

good enough to be.

09 Oct 09,

yet to discover what

You've plan into my life.

09 Oct 09,

101 greatest mistake.

09 Oct 09,

you suck.

2009-09-14T14:36:00.000+08:00

i thirst,
it's finished.
Jesus my Healer,
it's up to You now.

2009-09-06T23:09:00.001+08:00

once again God You amazed me:
You use the weak to shame the strong,
You let the weak lead the strong,
in Your Mighty Holy presence,
all things: attitudes, mindsets, emotions
seem so little so small so irrelevant.
Thank You God for a wonderful weekend!

2009-09-06T00:16:00.005+08:00

somehow i feel the world is changing,
tougher human relationships,
easier to get weary,
misunderstandings.

2009-07-15T18:53:00.002+08:00

a lonely boy
in a lonely school
in a lonely course
in a lonely world
soon to be in a lonely career
where there is no friends
where there is nobody to offer help
where there is nobody to understand and know
what is happening inside him
just by studying, sleeping, talking things people love to talk,
doing things people love to see being done / pleasing people?
truthfully, he is just doing all these to cover his real him.
it's difficult.
demand > supply. price should increase. but why decreasing?
:(

2009-07-12T01:58:00.000+08:00

received a postcard today,
it came with a pair of brushes for braces.
thank you to the sender! yay! =)

2009-06-21T16:11:00.002+08:00

giving and pleasing is not easy.
cos' there's no such thing as satisfaction.
it just keep coming. but nobody actually
asked why and what happened.

2009-06-16T23:54:00.001+08:00

called someone,
it went...
'errrrrrrrrrrrrrr..........
hen chao leh................'

i went... HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Don't you think it's so funny!

like la pi xiao xin..... =p

post-ORD blues

2009-05-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

it's a miracle,
the entire process is a testimony,
i am so filled with thanksgiving,
for friends who bless and who care,
who loved ones who stand by me,
in low times, hard times, good times,
God is so faithful here with me,
how many times of thank you then will be enough,
to express how much i want to give thanks to You?
countless. because You're that good to me!

2009-05-07T16:08:00.001+08:00

have u seen girl protects guy,
in e midst of quarrels / words exchanging 'ceremony'?
i did, today.
will never forget.
:)
thanks girl.

2009-04-30T00:10:00.001+08:00

If only...

2009-04-25T22:54:00.002+08:00

If only everything in this world is done out of LOVE,
who will ever need money anymore.
who will ever need to work for money anymore.
nobody will need to abandon their homeland, to come here to labor and suffer.
all are Your creation,
yet some have to endure different lives.

2009-04-21T18:16:00.002+08:00

its all out. next is braces + 2 more tooth extraction...
sounds crazy but its real! thank God for reduced swelling,
PAINKILLERS and right dosage given, so all the unnecessary
allergy can be avoided. YAY. gotta stay silent for few days,
face grew square-ish now haha. spongebob face, just tt i m a tanned 1

2009-04-20T20:25:00.000+08:00

perhaps all it takes to make a difference is a smile.
i piggyback fatigueness now...
tomorrow is the day. time to feel some quietness.

2009-04-09T13:50:00.000+08:00

updated.

2009-04-09T13:08:00.002+08:00

who isn't doing things out of convenience?
you have your busyness i have mine.
aren't you meeting me when you have the spare time too?
i just couldn't understand what made you say that.

need a break.

2009-04-09T12:31:00.002+08:00

nobody can understand,
how hard is it to maintain a good relationship btw 3 parties.
to satisfy all 3, end up being worn out and being take for granted.
is there a better way? someone?

a night to remember

2009-03-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

you just don't know...
a computer-addict...
when you take away the computer,
how addiction can turn into anger and rage.
i kept my cool. i really did.
but all the hurtful words came out, nasty scratches.
it was crazyness.
i felt remorse for my reaction.

you just don't know...
one in its own world...
can be so inconsiderate and impatient,
just want the shortcut way of everything,
no matter its lie your way through or etc.

people just don't understand.
you can be working so hard for money,
then you're rich.
but you'll eventually lose everything that were once close to you.

Frosty the Snowman

2009-02-09T23:37:00.001+08:00

i love him as much as you do,
i am thinking of him as you are now.
tears seem to be overflowing.
zzz monster don't even dare to fight w me now.
boy, ur such a blessing to people around you do you know that?
a legacy u left behind,
i noe its short, but i am so sure ur legacy is gona be forever.
browsing through ur album,
can't help by singing Frosty the Snowman song.
i am missing every bit of you,
from your playfulness to your obedience,
i noe u din wan to leave us, we din wan u to go too.
everything's bout 'if only' now.
i'm sorry to you boy for neglecting you.
if only....
:''(

His Love

2009-02-01T16:43:00.002+08:00

full of thanksgiving,
i come before you Lord,
thank You Lord for what happened today,
looking at it over again with a different perspective,
isn't all these i prayed for and long for?
to be able to tok things out with Your peace and love,
not being blinded by anger and attitudes.
im really glad and really praying for deeper relationship with You
and the love stretches across my family, friends and you.

2009-01-18T18:45:00.002+08:00

love siting on the MRT station platform / bus stops bench,
just looking at passerby or cars travelling past,
stoning,
thinking how God has brought me through this life,
never fails to amaze me.
i m glad.

random blog that says nothing...

2009-01-17T23:30:00.002+08:00

disappointed.
with what?
maybe everything.
feeling blank now. like so much emotions coming in,
no order, no queue, everything in such mess.

2009-01-11T18:22:00.000+08:00

4mths more.
76 working days more.
mr. pink IC, i miss ya so much.

2009-01-04T23:18:00.001+08:00

ah.. 'school' reopening for me tmr!
got closer to my 'graduation' day.
but still another 4 full months more to go man...
really really looking forward to that day.
Mr. Daniel Zen day.

2009-01-01T14:18:00.000+08:00

2009...

2009-01-01T13:58:00.003+08:00

To think you were at home resting,
To think i should forgive, so evening long-awaited-bbq can be carried out,
Spend the whole morning struggling,
To think i am doing it for nobody.
why God, does the fault lies on me?
anyhow, year 2008 past. forget about it...
i still have to move on, even nobody cares about whether i am worrying or not.
fun, busyness, enjoying yourself must have drown you.
continue to be drown... until u realise i am gone, everything's too late.

Anger on my pedals

2009-01-01T01:55:00.000+08:00

dun u tink its foolish.
dead tired. strengthless. naps. sick.
dun ever commit such foolish acts to hurt me again.
don't.

2008-12-25T02:01:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas to All!
i wana jot this entry down so i'll not ever forget it:
friend's birthday, we give birthday present.
Christmas is Jesus birthday, the more we should offer birthday presents to Him right?
it's not just giving gifts to friends, exchanging gifts and opening up gifts.
dun lose the real meaning of Christmas.

Back from fragment of thoughts,
this year Christmas, really practice the spirit of giving ah!
what i am most proud of, is the addition of Frosty the white snowman into the club!
really adorable and notorious little one. double happiness! :)
hope u all are blessed.

Side Note,
really really glad to see Detonate youths so united. just like a platoon of troops, spirit, morale, beliefs united as one, God can command this platoon as easily as just one *snap*, and great things can be accomplished. Father, its my prayer to see more and more young people join Detonate, and together all will serve You wholeheartedly.

WY2008 coming to an End, a lot have been saying WY2009 will be a tougher year. should i anticipate? fear? but one thing to be happy about, that is O.R.D. loh! yay! will be super joyful that very day. No matter what, my God for WY2008 is the same as WY2009, always strong, always mighty and faithful and merciful and graceful and yeh and amen!

2008-12-24T00:42:00.001+08:00

too late.
its gone!
muahahaha!

2008-12-23T23:58:00.001+08:00

Back in Singapore says:
i had a good time with esther today..
daniel zen shin says:
tts gd!
Back in Singapore says:
sigh. bro...i wanna be with her now... =(
Back in Singapore says:
4 years of chasing. no joke leh.
Back in Singapore says:
sigh. i love her to bits. haha..can u tell her tt ?
daniel zen shin says:
i blog it for u lah
Back in Singapore says:
yes pls.
Back in Singapore says:
haha...i mean it. haha
daniel zen shin says:
u say 1 ah!
Back in Singapore says:
YUP!

u owe me lunch / dinner / supper Sam, hahaha! everyone please go Awwwww...

2008-12-22T17:28:00.002+08:00

"According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don’t know about you. And then tag 5 people.”

tagged by Brother Garry! :)

so here's 21 things that you all might not know about me.. :)

1. i don't dare to drink coffee, cos i think just the 'aroma' is choking my nose, so i scared i get choked too.

2. i don't sleep on a bed, i sleep on a mat on the floor, so i move the mat everywhere i want to sleep. hehe.

3. i am not fierce, but shy and crappy, people who don't know me will not know this.

4. i got drunk on Shandy (those common brands you can get in NTUC).

5. i never take panadol when i have headache.

6. i dislocated my left elbow and broke my right knee that makes me a PIKACHU.

7. i don't talk alot or make a lot of friends or keep a lot of friends. not that i am not sociable, but i am lazy to meet out with friends and catch up with them. it's tiring.

8. i am growing up to be more and more like a lone ranger, work alone, shopping alone, complete things faster alone.

9. i am a super systematic and routine-based person, plus i am a clean freak.

10. i am practical. no joke about this. used to deny it, but i have come to accept the fact. sigh. haha.

11. i am a child of God, for 4 years already. things changed alot huh? :p

12. i am a drummer too, used to love piano but stopped, now the music blood is back running again.

13. i love to drive fast supercars, but love to save on fuel consumption too. like how? is there any such car that i can buy?

14. on the bball court, i am quite a monstrous kid? hot-tempered. but not easy to reveal this side i think? or not, Garry, go, 'ummmmmmmm' hahaha!

15. i got A2 for my Chinese during O Level. dun mess with me. i act blur when u all talk in chinese sometimes. act blur live longer right?

16. i love to save up money, cos i think it feels fulfilling, but i can't stop myself spending money too. ironic.

17. i find going gym is a waste of time. sit in front mirror lift weights, run like hamsters, really don't like that. but to strengthen body, what to do?

18. Blue is sexy, Brown, Red, all these warm colours are my love.

19. i don't watch english drama, serials, except movie. those like, 'Lost, Prison Break etc,' i don't seem to have the patience to catch every episode.

20. i don't do any other sports except BASKETBALL. right Garry? hahaha!

21. i am single still, but unavailable. (necessary to be published out?) hahaha!

Okay Okay anyway 21 things all out, ah.. phew. slept for the whole day after 2 powerful and fruitful weekends. Thank God!

tagged:

Sister Grace
Brother Samuel
Ivy!
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yay! 5 people! =)) enjoy!

2008-12-21T21:17:00.001+08:00

when the day is filled with...
anxiety,
nervous,
can't sleep,
passion,
fire-up,
tears,
weak,
anger,
tears but no more tears.
disappointment.
i should have listened to you.

sugar rush

2008-12-12T00:22:00.000+08:00

king-size starfruits
honey mangoes
are loves

2008-12-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

Christmas is around the corner,
just when i am thinking how to spend it with loved ones.
i thought it was over...
water will forever lose out to blood isn't it?

i'm gona be on block leave from 19th DEC 08 to 1 JAN 09.
should i be happy about it?
doubts.

2008-12-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

i don't want to be like them.
i don't want them to be like me.
but what's wrong if i punish them.
why are they allowing her to become like me.
don't they know what they are doing is wrong + wrong.
perhaps they are right.
i am not one of them.
or i don't wish to be.
just want to be alone.

Rain Rain Go Away...

2008-12-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

RainbowS after rain.
like always, little girl falls asleep quick and peacefully.

the PUSH button song

2008-11-30T22:59:00.001+08:00

2008-11-30T21:53:00.000+08:00

Just being silly,
Just trying to act strong,
Just assuming everything is okay,
Just acting smart.
that's me now.
helps.

is it worth?

2008-11-30T14:54:00.006+08:00

Left with head down
Left with despair
Left with sorrow
Who will offer me console and dry clothing when i am drenched
Who will buy my tub of disappointment
Who will chase after me if i ever run away
Who will know what my heart is after
Like a fruit, it can be sweet, can be sour. But how do you feel if sour is what you get after much efforts have been put into growing it?
Or is it the way it's grown is wrong some where.
Glorious God, i left the spot with emotions that only You can handle, only You can sort out, only You know how much i am hurt in the inside, mend the wound up for me Healer. You must be shaking Your head up there, so am i.

i hope you call soon

2008-11-15T22:01:00.002+08:00

You have won the victory
You have won it all for me
Death could not hold You down
You are the risen king
Seated in majesty

Watched Facing the Giants today, recalled how i was in my bball training during past days, really blood and sweat and tears, but it was a good process of training mind over body. i miss it. looking forward to function 100% once again. its a no-mood day today. tts all i can say.

2008-10-18T07:09:00.001+08:00

it's when i am e one always e 1st to do it,
when i am e one always to worry,
that makes me tired out. headache.
i am gona be e second today.

21st

2008-10-14T00:01:00.003+08:00

photos are all saved as under Memories,
a memoriable 21st b'day,
surprise with surprises!
thrill and agressive rides!
haha. am i legal now?
had a short game of bball today,
under the surveillance of the 'safety officer',
who out-scored me for almost every game.
"not too bad ah!", thats for you...
thank God for the good weather and always hearing my prayers!
thank God for staying faithful in my life! :)

2008-10-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

there i go,
sat in a train platform for 60mins,
watching people coming in and out of train,
some smiling, some expression-less.
attention is what he needs afterall, can't u tell?

in my heart You noe,
how much i wan to serve You,
yet you placed this plow on me,
why must You let me go thru these.

i'm sorry to those who i have left speechless.
i am speechless too.
i grew to be more n more alone.
i feel like drunking myself into loud music.

2008-09-26T22:17:00.004+08:00

what will i do if reality strikes back again?
can i not think bout it?
can i assume i will be okay?

perhaps look in another perspective,
why not cling unto God's words.
follow how the Lord guides,
submit feelings and anxiety to God.

2008-09-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

hahaha. can a picture say a thousand words? <.<

Give thanks

2008-09-20T00:24:00.002+08:00

So much of thank you-sss to You.
For a good weather, cool breeze,
broke record.
193 photos in just 2 hours?
funny funny photos.
crappy crappy face expressions.
silly silly laughters.
there you go! happy blog entry! :)

2008-09-17T08:48:00.000+08:00

when reality, again,
comes back knocking at your door,
yet you refuse to open it,
perhaps you're just living in denial,
your own sweet world.
overcome it? or.
continue to dream on.
the devil comes to destroy.

2008-09-15T22:28:00.002+08:00

wat a good fine day,
went 70+ metres above sea level today,
e wind was so cooling,
how wonderful is God's creation,
how amazing is God's love.
simple friendship and fellowship,
great time laughing crazily.
i was wrong in the past,
no more of committing mistakes again.
weekends approaching,
lanterns or flowers? :)

communication

2008-09-13T09:34:00.003+08:00

like ancient war time shows,
messenger are used to convey messages btw countries.
just when the messenger din have e wisdom to,
say what is suppose to say or not suppose to say,
the king got furious and the messenger?
got hung. hurt. died.
what was the king hearing? or listening?
did the king matter bout himself? the message? the opposing country?
or most of the time we see in shows, the king doesn't matter the messenger.
he is just a messenger, got killed for saying wrong.

2008-09-08T22:45:00.003+08:00

God...
i am left speechless once again,
i am shocked too.
life and death.
life is short, live your life the fullest.
tis sentence repeats so many times.
but are you really doing it?

2008-09-07T20:37:00.003+08:00

weekends have been good, stretched long.
thank God for letting all willing people to worship Him so freely.
well.. back to a new week..
was tinking bout my current work.
it's really draining to do something you don't like.
so told myself better to plan well, what i gona study and work as,
better be something tt i like.
but now... just give the best in wat ever position i am in.
its jus... 35 weeks more. yay!

2008-09-06T23:57:00.004+08:00

buying e adidas street duffel bag,
not forgetting bout my dear father's bday coming up,
i gona get him a uCrown!
i tink it will be useful for this workaholic stressful man.
hahaha! hope he will like this idea. =p

2008-09-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

finally open up e bottle of pandas. shiok.
had a good long nap.
tis 2 days mood were bad.
dunno why, but dun even feel like talking.
so i din talk much.
and i blew up.
i lost the joy, the peace.
help me God.

2008-09-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

*knock knock*
You got me thinking again,
but why today.
it was and were unnecessary.

i'm a ISTJ!

2008-09-01T00:08:00.002+08:00

Meticulous and thorough, ISTJs are known for their exceptional ability to notice and remember details and facts with extreme accuracy. With ISTJs, their word is their bond and they are often described as serious, focused, down-to-earth and supremely reliable people who offer a consistently realistic and practical perspective. Characteristically quiet and hardworking, ISTJs have great practical judgment and can cite accurate evidence to support their views and apply their past experience to their present decisions. ISTJs typically communicate in a style that is clear, direct, and businesslike. They highly value common sense and knowledge from first-hand experience, and find comfort in their daily routine and familiar ways of doing things.

ISTJs Tend To Be:

• Precise, accurate & meticulous; great memory for details
• Task oriented with great powers of concentration
• Strong executers; organized, practical, & efficient
• Highly responsible with an exceptionally strong work ethic
• Adept at establishing & following procedures
• Dependable; serious about commitments & deadlines

Career Satisfiers
All people are most satisfied and successful when using their natural talents in an environment that is consistent with their personality preferences and values. Research shows that ISTJs are most satisfied by jobs that provide the following:

• Explicit expectations, objectives, & deadlines that do not often change
• Autonomy to use time & resources efficiently to reach set goals
• Plenty of time & space to work alone & concentrate on one task at a time without surprises or interruptions
• Feedback & evaluations that are logical, explicit, & focused on objective standards
• Procedures & standard systems that are effective & widely followed

Great careers for ISTJs

Here are just a few popular and often satisfying careers for people whose Personality Type is ISTJ.

Chief Information Officer
Meteorologist
Database administrator
Healthcare administrator
Paralegal
Accountant
Real estate broker
Construction / building inspector
Police detective
Agricultural scientist
Primary care physician
Biomedical researcher
Office manager
Credit analyst

How to Love an ISTJ

Appreciate my common sense, practical, and steady approach to life.

Respect my need for routine and order; avoid sudden changes.

Listen attentively and respectfully.

Try to be calm, honest and specific when discussing problems.

Give me plenty of time to think things through before discussing them.

Above all - Notice and acknowledge my hard work and commitment to our family's needs.

2008-08-24T00:59:00.003+08:00

for a moment i am prepared to feel guilty,
for a moment i totally was at the stage of tearing.
i truly understand compromising is not a easy task.
it's not easy. never easy in my life.
why.
i thought everything is over.
i guess i can't sleep tonight.
enjoy urself.

2008-08-24T00:33:00.002+08:00

i dreamt
a pastor prophesied on me and my marriage partner.
God if it's You, reassure me.

2008-08-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

sad blog go away go away!
went to the town of china today.
not too bad, had a lot of disturbance from 1 head below.
should see how valuable hello panda is,
that a fight broke out over it.
crazy silly fight.
hope you will enjoy the pandas yo!
and.
thanks for the mixture! nort. solution is what its written on the box in the ziplock bag.

2008-08-21T20:52:00.002+08:00

such a long and filled day.
broke up,
family problems,
work issues,
not happy,
drained.
thank God for all these people who faced these issues,
so i can make use of this chance to encourage them.
got back positive results,
Lord continue to speak Your Truth into my head,
so i can speak Truth that sets my troubled friends free from lies of e devil.
thank you for your honesty and efforts, i super duper appreciate it :)

2008-08-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

what a busy yet blessed Tuesday,
started the day GREAT.
had much fun during on work and off work,
how i wish this kinda Tuesday is everyday.
bring back to the reality,
putting fun aside,
our spiritual walk must still be UP.
keep praying and hear His direction.
new chief clerk in my unit, his name is ME.
days gona be more busy but more fun AND
greater platform to shine Your light!
thank God for the stress! and e fun too.
ti ti ti ti ti!!!!

2008-08-18T22:41:00.003+08:00

why you 3 never get gold...
there goes my 1 day off,
and you 3 get 0.75 million.
what has the world become?

good day today, as expected!
ti ti here, ti ti dere.
yay!

2008-08-17T23:02:00.001+08:00

super high tonight hahaha!
high amount of sugar in the cake!
sleep sleep sleep!
new week ahead!

2008-08-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

Philippians 4:6-7 (New International Version)

6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Suddenly i began to understanding the meaning behind these 2 verses. the peace of God is so so nice. so peaceful and quiet and calm. God let me be familiar with this kind of peace, Your peace, so that i may know You more and hear more clearly from You. thank God i am alright. i would really love to have more of You in my life. taking things slowww, patience will yearn great results :)

Listen to the words...

2008-08-13T23:27:00.001+08:00

2008-08-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

2008-08-13T00:12:00.003+08:00

feeling demoralized.
tired but cannot sleep.
what can i say?
a friend who might walk your life with you.
my close buddy.
u two must persevere on!
so as boy and girl.

2008-08-11T22:21:00.001+08:00

1 Corinthians 13:4-11 (New International Version)

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails.

always love these phrases, its how i was brought and attracted to You God. what a beautiful guideline and definition.

2008-08-10T16:22:00.002+08:00

had a great weekend being found in the House of God,
thank Him for letting me worship Him so freely despite of being a sinner.
blessed to be in Zion Full Gospel Church,
enjoyed the time i have with friends, especially together with Samuel,
who's leaving for France.
i guess next Saturday in church i will be feeling some one missing,
who's gonna sit at first row with me during youth service,
no more private LAN gaming,
no more people shoot bullets at me,
was looking at photos, each photo carries laughter and real joy.
these are what God has granted us, so thankful.
really memorable weekend. love you BUDDER! u rocks!

and ah pei ah.. ah pei. tell me where are you ah,
so we dun have to look for you ahhhh! :)

2008-08-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

shiny, watery,
i know what happened to her.
end up mine's shiny, watery too.
we are all emotional animals. haha.
awww. i understand.

meanwhile a question for the day,
if doctor tells you today,
you have only the next 20 years to live,
how will this change your life?
hmmmm.

2008-08-04T21:46:00.003+08:00

will i be able to accept the way i are
will accommodation be able to take place
it is the same in my mind every day and night

Mcfly,
'Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you'

2008-08-03T18:16:00.002+08:00

will this end up like those?
i hope not. really.
just walking around and throwing coins into boxes..
doing what i used to do, sleep on long ride bus.
taking my own sweet time.
and i enjoyed the sweet time.
pray unceasingly.

new

2008-08-02T23:56:00.002+08:00

it's a new day,
new start,
spirit-man renewed,
feel refreshed,
feel different,
feel changed,
it takes perseverance to maintain like this.
God, You grant it to me

trust

2008-08-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

just want to feel the danger.
feel the pain on fingers.
den i know i am in this real and realistic world.

this night,
drummer whacking heavy rock christian songs,
deafening his own ears with loud music,
just not to hear anything from the outside,
teared.

fever

2008-08-01T22:28:00.003+08:00

100.. 110.. 120.. 130..
all it takes to kill me is just a little stone.

i am still the same.
not much change.
just more quiet.

KTSC next Silent Killer is me, its true.
my silence kills. you all know that.

breakdown.
sing me a lullaby, and i will be yours.

going to work

2008-08-01T06:21:00.001+08:00

isit i am energetic,
or just i can't sleep?
this night, i am left thinking.

falling asleep

2008-07-31T19:42:00.002+08:00

New blog skin! credits go to Sister Grace, actually we can tell its from her. cos' its... so Apple so Ipod style haha.. if i have more picture of myself i think she will put my little little pictures everywhere, just like what she did to her blog. phew. hahaha!

Home early today, as usual it's quiet and cold, i sort of seen how my future work life is like... work, knock off, go out with girlfriend (if i have one) or friends OR work, knock off, church activities OR work, nothing on after work, work some more... i am quite happy the way i am now, because its too peaceful.

Have been preparing my heart since yesterday, for the next Thursday trainer program. i know God wants to open a new door for me to explore, for everything He has plan for me is the best, and He's molding me into what He wants me to be so i can participate in His plan for me. Have been reading on the book Boy meets Girl, its really nice, sweet. i realize i like non-fiction books more. haha. i came to realize i am a super orderly person. u would not want to know what i have done. and if you all don't know, our army is changing the current uniform, Question: how does it look like? Answer: i will not wear it to book out anymore!

Ate a lot of Hello Panda this week, please buy me a tub i will carry it with me everywhere i go... :) tomorrow is shopping day. got to spend money again haha.. but nvm! it lightens up my heart! alright... so much so for this week, best friend days are coming, it begins tomorrow at 1.30pm! hahaha! yay!

2008-07-27T18:17:00.002+08:00

when today din turn out e way i dreamt it was to be.
when it all lasted for the 20minutes.
when silence means all i want to say.
when tiredness stuffed my whole brain.
what would i like to do for free during my free time for people/ myself?

i changed.
'a yoke across my shoulder', 'freedom'... Lord, reveal to me what it means...

house-chored

2008-07-24T21:39:00.003+08:00

God is not a God of confusion. but why am i feeling confused. its pretty quiet the whole day today. waiting for what i am waiting, came things that what i am not waiting for. and its a lot! sad. makes me guess, blindly. its friday. appear soon will ya? :)

back

2008-07-23T17:22:00.003+08:00

thanks yo for the concern. for your return to look for me. i appreciate that a lot. but still, something aren't meant, want to say then just say. it's hard to say, tho its words. the game of guessing, the game of anticipating. i'm going back to camp next week! :) thank God for this plan You have made for me, for i know its gona be the best for me, alot of friends are waiting for my return back in camp! amazingly. i promised to give them a treat to appreciate them for covering my duties for the past 2 months. 2 months past, fast huh?

quite true! lol!

2008-07-23T11:27:00.003+08:00

What Daniel Lim Zen Shiun Means

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

0-60km/hr in 2 seconds

2008-07-22T23:19:00.003+08:00

today is not the day. not my day. its a night that is too quiet for me to believe. months past... i feel that my mind is heading to no destination. just like my driving route. stopped by at the shoreline opposite country M. hideout. mine. looking out to my left, empty. who? where? when? God. i am asking You. tomorrow i will go for the same route again. join me if you want.

normal duties

2008-07-21T23:18:00.003+08:00

Probably its just normal to someone. if it's not, whats the reason for denying? what you said makes sense, seems like tonight i can't enjoy the cool breeze, shall spend some time thinking AGAIN. the 1million dollar question, can i get past level 99? if i can, i will proceed to enjoy the game-end-video right?

side note: today my physiotherapist told me again, 'finding a wife is different from finding a girlfriend u know abang! find girlfriend can find pretty pretty one ah, but inside is black one haha! find wife outside average can already lah, most important a heart of gold!' how true right? i will remember, it's different. a heart of gold is the most important thing. of course with God's green light too! :)

doubt

2008-07-16T23:48:00.006+08:00

thank You God for speaking to me today.
i know i have been worrying and doubting,
this that he she,
but You have convinced me to surrender it unto You.
i want to choose God's best.
i want to be still among my hectic schedule and the noisy world,
i want to hear more from You and less from myself,
i want to be familiar with Your voice.
so keen to know what You have planned for me in my life.
so much so for what i want to do, what i wish to be, what i love.
i say, the final call is by You, Lord of my life.

reality checked

2008-07-14T01:16:00.004+08:00

the show is good!
i watched it!
its full house for every time slot, really a good show!
i dun have to tilt my head up at the first row! but! i gotta tilt my head to my right cos i sat on the left side! probably thats a reality that can be compromise. hmmm.. what do you say? haha! o well! i compromised that reality and watched that show. to be continued.

reality

2008-07-12T01:05:00.003+08:00

fact is still fact,
reality is still reality,
just like a movie is left with first row seat, that's the fact, that's the reality.
If you really wanna watch that show, die die want to watch it,
you gotta accept the reality, sit at the first row and strain your neck, to watch that good show.
how sad isn't it?

garry, should i watch it or should i not watch it?

yawned

2008-07-11T14:48:00.001+08:00

woodlands was bombed this morning at 4am, when u all are asleep, B52 bomber flew over woodlands and dropped tons of shits, killing one boy who was sleeping on the toilet bowl.... why did that bomber bomb Woodlands? bcos he ate sour plums with spicy otar with guava(alot sour plum powder) with watermelon.... nice one. 4am. now i am so tired. studying since morning, bah!

debit... credit... assets... liabilities... equities... revenues... accounts payable... expenses... drawings... abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz... yay.

watermelon-ed

2008-07-10T22:37:00.001+08:00

it feels like
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you know it dun u? :)

gummi-ed

2008-07-06T19:56:00.002+08:00

gummy bears keeps me full,
gummy bears keeps my mouth chewing,
gummy bears makes me colorful,
gummy bears makes me think,
gummy bears makes me happy.
have you got yours today? xD

thought of you

2008-07-06T00:19:00.002+08:00

late night mp3, late hours prayers, horizontally worshiping You. songs that breaks my heart down, songs that makes me cry out and reach out for You. Fireflight - Wrapped in Your arms. Paul Baloche - Above All. as i was driving today, in front of me was a truck packed with Bangladesh workers... suddenly i melted. they were looking at Orchard Road, their eyes were with desperation. like... they are telling me they are working so hard here and so tired. feel like crying for them. i asked God, they are all Your creation, why are some so poor, why are some leading ahrd life... told myself i will study hard and live my life to shine for God, to help bring these poor souls to Christ. its a sweet day today, even though i got a big prize from HDB.

.i confess i have stolen something today.
.stolen glances at you.

finally

2008-07-05T01:28:00.004+08:00

when i tot one is sad, bothered. when i cannot tell what differences are there in a video. how silly was i. different viewpoints. yet misunderstanding can be caused so easily. scary... o well... it's a good day today, i hope tomorrow will be too. for everything happens for a divine purpose. my decisions are more or less made... this will be my dream, my ambition, God i submit it into Your hands, You approve it, You amend it according to Your plan, i know all will be best for me, i will put You in first priority even with these.

Daniel Lim Zen Shiun
Chartered Finance Analyst
CFA Singapore, CPA Singapore,
ACCA, BSc (Hons) Applied Accounting

i know You will take care of my future.
INCLUDING WHEN TO GET MARRY!

headache

2008-07-04T12:53:00.002+08:00

God, these few days have been tiring for me, where ever i go, i keep thinking which route to choose, to choose the ACCA with Oxford Brookes University BSc Applied Accountancy route, OR the Degree BSc Accountancy & Finance with ACCA/ ICPAS. both sounds e same, but its actually not. thank God You have been sending Your children to slowly answer my queries. i aim high, aiming to be a CFA. so i plan downwards. Honestly i am scared of studying University, i dun like the subjects like... economics... statistics, but Lord if it benefits me, i will bite e bullet and go through it, cos i know You will help. and so here am i, study study study all the way till a lot years down e road, 'ACCA, SAA, ICPAS, CPA, CFA, BLA, BLA, BLA....' alphabets play with me....

-_-|||||

drum cover

2008-07-01T13:21:00.004+08:00

my new found hobby now i guess haha! record and criticize my own drum plays! yay.

i dreamt

2008-07-01T12:40:00.002+08:00

i had nice dreams yesterday. random dreams too. lol. i remembered i dreamt i found my Ngee Ann Student card! and i went in to Ngee Ann gym to do gym with that card. lol! ok quite lame. n i had sweet dreams! that i shall not mention. before readers get diabetes.. -.-|||| hahaha. yesterday was a good good day, today will be better? haha! physiotherapist warned me, tt 3rd month of the operation will be the crucial month for me, cos its when the graft(new ligament) will start to grow into my body, it can be easily snap. oh my... God You bless my rome, and You protect it and use it for Your works and glory :) all these i ask in Jesus mighty name! AMEN!

finally i found this song

2008-06-30T01:06:00.001+08:00

i thought

2008-06-29T03:33:00.000+08:00

i was unhappy, but i am happy now. i thought... *nvm :)*

2008-06-27T13:19:00.002+08:00

i guess we have all seen these repeatedly, but i guess its a good reminder to all of us... useful to me at least :)

Emergency Phone Numbers

WHEN ,

You are sad, phone John 14
You have sinned, phone Psalm 51
You are facing danger, phone Psalm 91
People have failed you, phone Psalm 27
It feels as though God is far from you, phone Psalm 139
Your faith needs stimulation, phone Hebrews 11
You are alone and scared, phone Psalm 23
You are worried, phone Matthew 8:19-34
You are hurt and critical, phone 1 Corinthians 13
You wonder about Christianity, phone 2 Corinthians 5:15-18
You feel like an outcast, phone Romans 8:31-39
You are seeking peace, phone Matthew 11:25-30
It feels as if the world is bigger than God, phone Psalm 90
You need Christ like insurance, phone Romans 8:1-30
You are leaving home for a trip, phone Psalm 121
You are praying for yourself, phone Psalm 87
You require courage for a task, phone Joshua 1
Inflation's and investments are hogging your thoughts, phone Mark 10:17-31
You are depressive, phone Psalm 27
Your bank account is empty, phone Psalm 37
You lose faith in mankind, phone 1 Corinthians 13
It looks like people are unfriendly, phone John 15
You are losing hope, phone Psalm 126
You feel the world is small compared to you, phone Psalm 19
You want to carry fruit, phone John 15
Paul's secret for happiness, phone Colossians 3:12-17
With big opportunity/ discovery, phone Isaiah 55
To get along with other people, phone Romans 12

ALTERNATE NUMBERS
For dealing with fear, call Psalm 47
For security, call Psalm 121:3
For assurance, call Mark 8:35
For reassurance, call Psalm 145:18

ALL THESE NUMBERS MAY BE PHONED DIRECTLY.
NO OPERATOR ASSISTANCE IS NECESSARY.
ALL LINES TO HEAVEN ARE AVAILABLE 24 HOURS A DAY.
FEED YOUR FAITH, AND DOUBT WILL STARVE TO DEATH.

took a glimpse at you

2008-06-25T23:12:00.002+08:00

wow. blessed to be a blessing, just because of my attendance today, i blessed many ones. thank you all, blessing me in return. seeing all of you smile makes me smile too! *stomp stomp stomp*! was driving home from church today, e moment i left church, i tuned in to FM98.7. immediately i start luffing till i reach home! ahahaha. why? thanks to the Muttons! they were saying crying nowadays must think twice, cos............. tissue paper increase price! 35cents per pack. haha! den suddenly the song Teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift played, then Muttons telling themselves dun tear, tissue paper expensive. wat a lame joke.