After dinner thoughts...

As i was having dinner alone just now, i began to ask God, why God, why did u add this character into me and i fail to this character? i thank You God You answered me so fast, really thank You, the reason from God is: He wants to mould me. and i say,

'God, I am willing to be mould by You, the process is so hard, i am falling down anytime, really. I duno what to do everyday when i am alone, i dun dare to take any offs from my officer, i rather i work till i am tired everyday, go home i will rest in peace, i know this is wrong, but i really duno. God i wish yesterday never end, tinking back one time makes me cry for 2 times. Wash my memory away, just leave yesterday in my head will do. i noe i am toking nonsense God, but God please grant me a second chance, see my heart God, You check my heart, i really am reaching out for Your hand, i hope You will catch me Father, thank You Abba Father. i love You the most still.'


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