one family

its my mistakes. its my fault that you two are like this now. i believe it's not e world that makes u two the way you are. its me, i duno if you two will ever get to see this. but i really apologize to both of you. i failed as a brother. i have never gone through anything with both of you. all i could remember is we played toys, played cars. :) but was that enough for you 2? i duno how to approach you, suddenly, failure came to my mind. these r not randoms. these r real true hidden feelings that i have never confess. i look forward to the day we can go outings and i will bring joy to e you and you.