serious...

okay updates on my knee: ligament torn, soft bone torn, meniscus torn and flipped upwards, causing my knee not able to lock fully and bend fully. option 1 doctor gave: go operation immediately. option 2 doctor gave: wait for 1 month, during this month go for therapy, see got improvement not, if no, go for operation. am i dead? i am scared. my knee definitely will become weak. the operation is to repair the torn meniscus. it hurts like mad now. should i go for the operation? i m going to sought after sinseh, and specialist advice. God will You protect me through out all these? thank You God. allow me to find rest in You..