weak

suddenly feel so weak.. tmr's e surgery, feeling weak bout it. haa. every minutes past so slow... God i commit the next 2 months into Your hands, allow me to go church to feel Your presence please :) still counting down to tomorrow... doubt i can sleep tonight, its gona be a hard time :( someone put me to sleep, sing me a lullaby song, i will go after you after i recover hahahaha!

feeling nervous, words stuck at lips, i will miss those moments, stunning moments. haa! e X-fecta yes? :) now feel like shifting to gear D, tot i have been on R? but seems like my mind is attracted to go forward! u tell me what to do?