Endlessly. <3

there i go,
sat in a train platform for 60mins,
watching people coming in and out of train,
some smiling, some expression-less.
attention is what he needs afterall, can't u tell?

in my heart You noe,
how much i wan to serve You,
yet you placed this plow on me,
why must You let me go thru these.

i'm sorry to those who i have left speechless.
i am speechless too.
i grew to be more n more alone.
i feel like drunking myself into loud music.